Current situation: Awaiting my turn to be interviewed by my Flight Commander

Feelings: Confused, stressed

Rants:Really awaiting this chance, this final approach to my Flight Commander, to tell him that I would like to change over to the MDES scheme, instead of staying over in C3. I find that it is really a little too late to discover that I can only find a purpose being in MDES and not in C3. Perhaps due to my interests and area of studies? Praying really hard that I cna get the switch I really need or I shall be devastated with my current choice, which might see me being out of the course should I not be motivated to a certain extent. That would be the day I shall see another sharp dip in my morale and confidence level. Lord, let me clear this, Lord make this my destiny, if You have meant it to be for me. Please Lord, let me see the light, let me be near your love and warmth, that I will be consoled by your presence Lord. Please.

And as I cross my fingers and pray, I really miss those whom have departed from CLM and how much yet again I have taken some of them for granted. How short are these meetings that are meant by fate. Hmmmmm...